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[Jul. 6th, 2009|04:42 pm] |
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| sugar daddy chronicles 2 |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009|10:14 pm] |
Overpriced cigarettes, expensive wine and the exact lifestyle I've always dreamed of : Shopping my feet off at brands no one can really pronounce.
Investment I say.
I'm off to meet Mr. X (oh how I try to pretend to be part of sex and the city, I even got a pair of those bright pink booties) tomorrow for a late lunch and a full day of shopping I hope.
Got to take Wai Yew to look at costumes first. Grahhh I'm excited about shopping :D |
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| The sugar daddy chronicles |
[Jun. 28th, 2009|06:58 pm] |
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I miss Neeta Nelson so much I feel like setting wolverine on the world. My annoying twittering bird that is, not the X-men representative - I'd much rather keep him to myself.
So last night was spent in a haze of gray goose and whiskey. I swear, Dora and I have the best nights out. And shopping shopping shopping! I have a new favorite place: Basheer's bookstore. It's got the most amazing collection of fine arts books. Spent a bomb there on an arts history book which I can't wait to start devouring. I need to stop with the random book / cd / clothes / techie purchases. I want that ice cream book. Grr. It's so pretty! And it looks hell interesting.
Wednesday will come soon enough, and I absolutely can't wait. I think.
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| royaalll |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|10:04 pm] |
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| | Sexy Lady - DJ Jean | ] |
I've come to realize that I have this natural ability to push whatever it is I don't want to face, into a tiny box which I lock away in the back of my mind.
So today was pretty kick-ass. I've re-discovered my love for books. mmm an entirely expensive indulgence of mine especially when coupled with the amount I've been spending on my wardrobe.
I cleaned my room out. And something a friend of Dora's said today struck me. "Why?" I mean honestly I didn't really think about the motivation until that moment. Granted it was two years overdue and my parents were on my ass to get it done. But that wasn't it. I mean it's been that way for ages, yet for some reason I felt a need to get everything done within this week. I guess it's symbolic to a certain degree. Throwing out the expired (and I'm not talking just makeup).
Life has gotten 'cleaner' recently. I'm actually happy. I guess Neeta had a point there when she said single life was addictive. I hated it the last time, the two years were pretty much agony, what with the searching for the 'one'. But I've come to realize that there really is no prince charming, or william darcy. It's what you make of life.
Certain decisions I've made of late might reflect terribly on my moral code. But I've chosen to turn a deaf ear to the haters. I mean honestly, it's an entirely personal decision. I know I might sound entirely vague - but those who know what I'm talking about know what I'm talking about. Oooo how mysterious of me :D
But yes, I guess in life you can't have more than one goal. You can't travel to two destinations at one go. So it's all about making what I have work and right now it seems that things seem to be falling into place in that aspect. I'm done rambling. Back to that delish book I bought today. (gosh I need to stop with the books AND cds. gr)
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| double double toil and trouble |
[Jun. 24th, 2009|11:38 pm] |
SECOND UPDATE IN A DAY.
I'm just putting off cleaning out my closet (tre eminem I realize, but I really do need to especially with uni starting soon and all that jazz.)
and I get to go shop shop shop my wallet off tomorrow.
Gladiators here I come.
Dora darling I hope you feel better. You looked like emily rose earlier <3 lurr you long tymmm schmexy
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| new new new old |
[Jun. 24th, 2009|09:09 pm] |
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You’ll forget what I said, what I did- but you won’t forget how I made you feel.
- Maya Angelou
New school, old hobbies, new friends, old friends, new clothes, old revamped wardrobe, new shoes, old repaired shoes, new phone, old ----, new CDs, old CDs. I could go on.
BUT YAY. FUCKING NEW LIFE.
I'm excited beyond belief and I can't wait for term / dance practice / LIFE to start. There are so many things that I've been wanting to do and some of them are finally being realized. I absolutely can't wait. Not entirely coherent right now but I'm happy.
I'm glad my dysfunctional relationship ended. I hadn't realized how draining it was until I looked upon it in retrospect. So many things are better now. So it's all about sugar daddies and parties now.
GO FORTH AND MULTIPLY MY FELLOW TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES.
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| The friction in your jeans. |
[May. 5th, 2009|02:50 am] |
Dramatics aside, life is absolutely peachy.
Things have changed though. It's settled into a routine of hand picked people I've grown to love. I know I've been callous in my choice of friends in the past and now I finally have a balance. And we're all working towards what's now coined as the "friends scenario". The things we come up with. -.- Now all I need to do is score that dream job and everything is absolutely set. Oh and we need to meet Chandler. Hahahaha.
Le best friend is flying away for a few days. My brain's all over the place at the moment, so don't mind the disjointedness. Grah, I'm listening to pretty songs, sneezing my lungs out and over-thinking a cold war. I need a cigarette.
How is it that when you get exactly what you want, it turns out wrong beyond reason? I mean I expected a couple of road bumps not the mount fucking everest in the middle of the lane. Rahhh I shan't dwell. So I'm reading a trashy chick lit book, I mean after the overload of classics I've earned as much. I think my escapist tendencies are becoming more deep set.
Ugh whatever I'm going back to reading. I think I'll text Dora for coffee in the afternoon. Mmm fun stuff. Alright I'm quite done with the royal ramble of sorts. It is one in the morning so it's not entirely my fault.
OH OH AND I HAVE A NEWFOUND LOVE FOR X MEN :D
Alright now I'm officially done. All proclamations out of my system, I think?
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| mid morning rambles |
[Mar. 10th, 2009|05:59 am] |
The apple that kept the doctor away
or
The forbidden fruit of Eden?
Is it really even a choice that needs to be made? Sweet familiarity in dangerous circumstances.
Oh the joys of life.
But yes, my love life, as per usual ladies and gentlemen has taken a turn for the worse, and followed that road right off a cliff. Did I mention that it'd chained itself to a 1000 lb weight before it plunged off said cliff into the deep, blue sea? Yes that's how bad it is. A car crash in the making. It's either I'm a creature of habit, or the eternal masochist. But dismal news aside, everything else is looking up.
Plans are in flux at the moment since there are quite a few things to take into consideration. Options are very, very open so that's cause for celebration if anything. I'm feeling slightly odd at the moment so excuse this entry. There's too much on my mind and I'm thinking a mile a minute.
Damn I think I'm going slightly mad. I hate how I haven't tired of you though it's been three years. I hate how your taste haunts me. I hate how you make me burn with desire the minute you say hello. All the damned time. I'm glad things are different now, but I hate how you make it so difficult not to fall. It's a good thing you made me the cold bitch I am, cause a lesser being would be wrapped around your finger by now. Oh my beautiful free boy, it's almost laughable seeing you try flee from your cage, when it needn't be there in the first place.
I'm rambling I best be off
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[Mar. 4th, 2009|04:56 am] |
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Why do I have to be one of those people who have to build their midnight munchies from scratch?
mmm warm macaroni, cheese, mayo and random spices. Turned out pretty good really.
Everyone keeps talking about result day.
oh sweet denial. |
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| Perhaps someday I'll be too good to be true. |
[Jan. 24th, 2009|08:29 am] |
Perhaps miracles are yours to make.
It's about time isn't it? I realize that there's respect, which I need to salvage, lost love that I need to mend, people I need to meet, people I need to cut loose, money to be earned, dreams to be attained. There's little time, but hey, all we can do is our best.
I'm done waiting around for my future to find me. I'll get there, somehow. (:
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