| mid morning rambles |
[Mar. 10th, 2009|05:59 am] |
The apple that kept the doctor away
or
The forbidden fruit of Eden?
Is it really even a choice that needs to be made? Sweet familiarity in dangerous circumstances.
Oh the joys of life.
But yes, my love life, as per usual ladies and gentlemen has taken a turn for the worse, and followed that road right off a cliff. Did I mention that it'd chained itself to a 1000 lb weight before it plunged off said cliff into the deep, blue sea? Yes that's how bad it is. A car crash in the making. It's either I'm a creature of habit, or the eternal masochist. But dismal news aside, everything else is looking up.
Plans are in flux at the moment since there are quite a few things to take into consideration. Options are very, very open so that's cause for celebration if anything. I'm feeling slightly odd at the moment so excuse this entry. There's too much on my mind and I'm thinking a mile a minute.
Damn I think I'm going slightly mad. I hate how I haven't tired of you though it's been three years. I hate how your taste haunts me. I hate how you make me burn with desire the minute you say hello. All the damned time. I'm glad things are different now, but I hate how you make it so difficult not to fall. It's a good thing you made me the cold bitch I am, cause a lesser being would be wrapped around your finger by now. Oh my beautiful free boy, it's almost laughable seeing you try flee from your cage, when it needn't be there in the first place.
I'm rambling I best be off
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