| royaalll |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|10:04 pm] |
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I've come to realize that I have this natural ability to push whatever it is I don't want to face, into a tiny box which I lock away in the back of my mind.
So today was pretty kick-ass. I've re-discovered my love for books. mmm an entirely expensive indulgence of mine especially when coupled with the amount I've been spending on my wardrobe.
I cleaned my room out. And something a friend of Dora's said today struck me. "Why?" I mean honestly I didn't really think about the motivation until that moment. Granted it was two years overdue and my parents were on my ass to get it done. But that wasn't it. I mean it's been that way for ages, yet for some reason I felt a need to get everything done within this week. I guess it's symbolic to a certain degree. Throwing out the expired (and I'm not talking just makeup).
Life has gotten 'cleaner' recently. I'm actually happy. I guess Neeta had a point there when she said single life was addictive. I hated it the last time, the two years were pretty much agony, what with the searching for the 'one'. But I've come to realize that there really is no prince charming, or william darcy. It's what you make of life.
Certain decisions I've made of late might reflect terribly on my moral code. But I've chosen to turn a deaf ear to the haters. I mean honestly, it's an entirely personal decision. I know I might sound entirely vague - but those who know what I'm talking about know what I'm talking about. Oooo how mysterious of me :D
But yes, I guess in life you can't have more than one goal. You can't travel to two destinations at one go. So it's all about making what I have work and right now it seems that things seem to be falling into place in that aspect. I'm done rambling. Back to that delish book I bought today. (gosh I need to stop with the books AND cds. gr)
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